Ask him how he feels about you. It may seem awkward, but you're never going to know until you ask him. If he actually likes you, then he won't just want to hook up with you all the time, but if it keeps happening, you should probably stop seeing him, for a while at least.
But if he is sincere, and you like him back, then you shouldn't feel ashamed. My step dad is twice my mum's age! I hoped this helped:).
It was all good until you mentioned that he is your coach. That is a major problem. He's obviously been waiting for you to turn 18 so he could hook up with you.
He got what he wanted and now he will probably move on. Or if he is interested in some kind of relationship it could get really awkward trying to hide it from people. He'll be risking his job, etc. Best advice is to get a younger bf or if you like older guys get one that isn't your coach.
That's creepy.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.