You are probably nostalgic for the close friendships of high school years. It is never quite like that again for anyone. Leaving your girlfriend or taking a new job won't bring you back to that carefree time.
However, it sounds as if you have doubts about the relationship. It is best to end it now before a ring, child or mortgage is involved. Moving to another place is best done when was is happy where he is.
Your problems will follow you. Work on them and relocate if you still want to afterwards.
What it comes down to is this: 1. You smoke weed because you need an escape from your reality 2. While others opinions have some value - your freinds don't have to live in your life 3.
Wherever you move, you are going to bring yourself with you, which means you will find somewhere to score weed and you will be unhappy in another place. My advice: Give up the weed. Don't do anything rash for about a year.
See how you feel about your girlfreind and getting a new job then when the fog clears.
Religion needs a hook to keep people in line, and to keep them payng. So they are told to be ashamed of that normal bodily function. When the sexuality of a group of people in under your control, you control them completely.
Complete control is the goal of religion. Religion survives by taking unfair advantage of those already disadvantaged. IF you allow them to run your sex life, you allow them to control you totally.
A person's sex life doesn't need to be a public display.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.