I believe your shyness attract the loud, hoe type of girls. You need to master your shyness and then set out to meet the correct type of girl. In this Era they are difficult to find, but you need to put effort into it.
Nothing just falls into your lap. :) :).
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.