No your not you probably wanted to experiment. You might find out your gay. Or you could be Bi.
Not likely, unless it is something you would like to do often. It's okay to experiment and most males have had a similar experience, though they will probably deny it.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.