My boyfriend wants to take pictures of him taking my virginity?

Firstly I must say thats absolutely horrible, and i'm so sorry for your unfortunate illness. Now giving your virginity to your boyfriend is your choice, personally I would never give my virginity to someone I do not care about, especially if I only have around a year to live. The other boy who you have feelings for, I would go for him, to be honest, I find the chase almost just as great as the actual relationship, weird but the days of wishing and hoping and dreaming of what it would be like to be with them is so amazing.

There have been times where the chase is more fun than the actual relationship. But honestly sex is usually more enjoyable if done with someone you actually have feelings for. Dying a virgin isn't to bad, I mean sure sex is a great thing but virgin means 'pure' thats why you have things like virgin olive-oil and stuff.

So if you do not lose your virginity just think that you are pure! Which sounds pretty cool to be honest. Plus you never know you might end up getting a new boyfriend before your time is up if you decide to chase the guy you like.

That way if you have sex with him you have less of a chance of regreting it. It could be a tough decision. Who knows maybe your time will suddenly be extend or you will miraculously get better!.

Best of luck x.

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