You have a spam bot. It uses your contact info as a cover for sending spam and viruses to people in your contacts. I got one some time ago and I completely shut down my MSN email account.
Unfortunately, since the spam bot doesn't use your actual email, just the name, it didn't do much for me. Eventually the emails stopped though after the bot ran its course. I would shut down your e-mail account completely and just start over.
It is a hassle but it beats having a computer program send your boss and your mother Viagra ads.
If it is hotmail the n click help logged in of courese then click close email.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.