My memories are vague and I feel like it s all part of a dream and I m about to wake up any second.?

You're a damned LIAR! A person 7 foot+ and weighing over 400 lbs. Would be WAAAAYY out of shape and actually, pretty easy to beat at the art of pugilism.

I would be like boxing Shaq who can't run the length of a basketball court without sucking wind!

I'd try joining them...if the cannabis they are using is the non lethal variety. Best to watch them for a few minutes first to make sure they don't drop dead.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.