My sister is always mean to me ING the worst ways she is like a bully but whenever I go to tell my mom she gets pissed at me I'm so sad?

It was always said lovingly" Then you have NO reason to think it has anything to do with your emotional/mental problems now. I think it's a cute nickname. Lots of kids get nicknames like Bear or Pumpkin or Sissy.

Instead of looking for something or someone to blame, find yourself a good therapist to help you work through your issues.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.