My story. My life. Lost my place. Lost my identity. Does anyone even care anymore?

You sound like a really well-put together young woman. School is going to take time, and you have a lot of good solid ideas about how you live your life. Your foundation is built really solid.

The only thing it sounds like you are missing is an activity or something that brings you JOY. You may find a volunteer position, a hobby, anything as long as it is truly enjoyable for you, something you have a real passion for. It gives you something to look forward to, and can be helpful to others.

Both of those aspects are good for the human soul :) As a side note, often times, people meet other like-minded people when doing those things that they have a genuine passion for. No guarantees, but your future husband likely enjoys some of the same things you do. I wish you all the best.

You seem like a really neat lady :).

First of all Congratulations on finishing your education! A good education isn't a guarentee for a happy life, but you won't have to worry about alot of the little things that can make life stressfull. You are fortunate to have a close family and it isnt a bad idea, to live together, in the same house, after marriage.

Your Dad ment the women today in America who feel that the only way to attract a guy is with free sex, but realize after they have there baby, there not good for anything else! By the way school friendships are not worth the bother. School isn't everything, but your education is!

Go Figure!

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.