Please someone help me find what I need spiritually/religiously I'm so confused?

Well, God did not force us to pray exact number of prayers. But it is still best to pray to Him to talk with Him as a Father, since from Him we get our life and everything good in us. Here's an example from his son Jesus Christ, to learn a better way of prayer: https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?se...

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.