Unfortunately that's the way our society is today. Many people judge you by your physical appearance and if you are overweight, some think you are ugly. I wish if we could see what's inside more or at least try seeing what's there and appreciate one's inner beauty but it's always young skinny girls that have a pretty face that are more at advantages while overweight girls are more at disadvantages being harrased by others constantly.
It might be the media or women's magazines or hollywood but I guess people are way too brainwashed by the standard of beauty the media created. I have my own standard and really don't wanna be fooled by it. In short, you look ugly to my eyes if you are mean but as long as you treat others the way you wanna be treated, you are such a beautiful person to my eyes regardless of your weight.. height.. race.. nationality or anything.
My first guess is that you're overweight & seeking validation from strangers on the internet. Classy. My 2nd guess is that you're oblivious to the fact that obesity is the #2 leading cause of preventable death in the United States.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.