The problem is that many people who claim to be Christian are actually serving the "other" master, mammon or the world. They want the money, the power, the influence, the rush of knowing that _they_ matter in the big scheme of things. Since you say you are a new Christian, then read Matthew 6:2 and you will see the type of people that these "Christians" are.
As for the "Christian" antimasons, they are wannabe Inquisitors of the Faith and like those Inquisitors, they end up denying one of the core doctrines of orthodox Christianity.
Many christians think they know best that they know gods word. It is doubtful in my mind that a god that is anything close to the biblical one exists and that he may be dead by now if he was anything like the likely reality (a spaceman) however let us suppose he does exist. What likelihood is there that he gave exact words for his parts in the bible an they remain unchanged.
Look up the meaning of the name peter in aramaic or hebrew an I believe it also means rock so is it a euphemism when the word rock is used? Or is it just peter or not peter just rock? The king james bible readily admits the translating will inevitably alter the exactness and with interpretation leaning on the translators views that will impair the truth too.
Pick any 5 bibles from childrens to hefty church priests type an see how they compare. In terms of gays etc well I say this be it wrong then why should we judge after all god made gayness as much as he made anything else if not then there is another creator. If god indeed made gayness he ****** up in a big way if he made it wrong.
And its not for us to judge and incest and murder are ok for gods favoured so whyy not the rest. The best way to be truly christian is to forgive and help never judge never do more thanoffer the message never try to enforce it on others accept all creeds colour sexualities and religious ideas be open be fair listen and never judge others (lest the hand of judgement fall more heavily on thy shoulder) well good luck.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.