This can be a hard feeling to come over. I recommend focusing on your family and friends more, and maybe try getting some new ones. If you want a boyfriend, often sometimes it means that something else in your life could be bothering you, too but not necessarily.
But honestly if you want a boyfriend, try reaching out to some new guys as potential friends and see what happens! Keep going till you find someone you like and see where it takes you! Idk if you're already involved but maybe you'd also consider joining clubs inside or outside of school.
Best of luck!
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.