As a bisexual Christian I am glad I can trust in "the one God sent" and maintain peace with God, thereby. It's not about your perfection, it's about trusting in Jesus Christ. Look, read the Bible.
Stop listening to people who sound like Pharisees.
Suicide is a sin, however, God knows and judges the hearts and minds of all, and not all are well when they commit suicide. One cannot excuse it when they should face their challenges because that is what makes us grow stronger. You should try to be perfect as Jesus commanded, however we all fall short, but the better we do the better it will be for us.
Not all sins are the same, nor all glory in the resurrection is the same. Some will be as the sun, moon and stars.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.