Should I just face reality and accept the fact that i'll never be happy crushing on STRAIGHT GUYS?

Hmm, to me it sounds as if there is chemistry between you. Don't forget about him just yet, maybe a bit longer for hopes, just don't put them to high otherwise you may be disappointed. If you feel as if you should move on, do it!

It's not fair for you to feel like this. You will know when it is the right time to give him up. I cannot make up a decision for you.

Its your choice.

Oo..tough.. i've been through this , but you have to know that there are some great men out there , all you have to do is give them a shot! And you cant do that if you're still around the same guy .. believe me this guy will realise you're worth only when you're gone.. you know you deserve better than his yes we all make mistakes ,some are difficult to let go, but the letting go will make you a stronger person. Go out there meet some new guys,the connection might not happen instantly but give it time, give yourself time and please DO NOT TAKE HIM BACK WHENEVER HE WANTS, you'll find yourself happier.

Concentrate on other tings right now, you have you're whole life ahead of you. :) cheer up hun.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.