It sounds like he was willing to wait On the other hand nothing is guarnteed. You may get a call saying he got into a car accident and died. Or you may find someone who won't treat you like he does and realize your too late.Im sure the schools abroad offer so much more than you could ever get in the states, thats why you left in the first place right?
Have you been faithful? So many chioces and somehow you arnt mature enough to commit to anything but yourself. How will this affect me.
What if he leaves me. In a relationship its not about you. This will be the first of many choices you make that either will or won't be correct.
Its called becomming an adult. Focus on what will make you happy today for their might not be a tomorrow. Love is never uncertain, not if you are truly in love.
You should prioritize your studies because it is important at this moment. If you're really meant to be together then things will be okay later.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.