Dude just visit your doctor as soon as possible otherwise yoyu may be loss one of your ball.
I think you been to rough go to the doctor merry christmas.
See you doctor, it will put your mind to rest. Merry Christmas.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.