Chicago definitely sounds like a tough place to feel appreciated. I think it is definitely up to personal preference. I am a white woman but as an example of personal opinions and how they vary, I think that very black skin is really amazing and distinctive.
I also prefer the natural curl of black women's hair instead of them straightening it. I don't know why they just don't work with what nature gave them instead and optimize what they have. It is great stuff to work with.
I know you will find the right person but it sounds like you will have to meet many men before that happens because of what you have shared about finding men that seem to prefer a certain type. Keep looking, I know there are black or white or other men that will appreciate the person you are.
I'm 18 and I'm black I think it's what some black girls do that make people think that all black girls do it. Your right most people I know are getting interested in white and Latina girls but imma stick with black girls. Keep you're hopes you'll find that person for you I'm single right now and I'm just like you looking for that special someone.
I don't know how to say this but I thinking maybe we can talk some more. Email [email protected]. I'm not trying to spit game or nothing like I'm just trying to see if I can help you with your problem.
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