Decide for yourself and do not ask us. Common sense will tell you that Christians are not going to agree with you. Follow your own path and make the decision that is right for you.
I am a Christian. That is the ONLY path for me, and I believe in the goodness of God. I wish you the best.
I would advise you to contemplatthis and come to your own decision. You know most of the atheists will tell you how idiotic we Christians are. Their view is as skewed as the Christians who will yell at you to repent.
Good luck.
Ask yourself "What is God?" When you have thought it through you'll see how erroneous your opinions are. God, the Divine Presence, or Universal Intelligence, or Cosmic Consciousness, IS ALL THERE IS!
There is no outside of God because He/IT is Omnipresent - present everywhere; Omniscient - knows all; Omnipotent - all power there is. What can be greater than God? What is there that can divide God?
Nothing is, therefore God is undivided, present everywhere, and is the source of all that is seen and unseen. God, the Divine Mind, created mankind is His image (Spirit, pure consciousness) and it is for man to learn and grow into his rightful awareness of the Spirit within him. All else is man made.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.