You are just standing admist many dissapointments...your dad, your mom who doesn. T recognise your big achievment, and in general the ruined family condition depresses you and gets the worst of yourself out...we all have good and bad sides, you need to relax and if you should notice problems in anger managment happenning again, at that grade could consult a therapist, just to help you control it.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.