Any changes in bipolar medication should be done in consultation with your healthcare provider. Trying it on your own will likely lead to a bipolar episode and all the life-disrupting outcomes that ensue. The good feelings that often are a part of the experience of mania or hypomania lead some people to stop taking their medications, which triggers or exacerbates an episode and may lead to increased severity of symptoms.
The goal of treatment is to stay healthy and get off that emotional and psychological roller-coaster ride.
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