Get the tranny warm with a 1/2 hour drive. Drain and replace the transmission fluid with fresh. This will need to be done 3-5 times over a few weeks to "gently" clean 20 years worth of junk out of the unit.
During the last change drop the pan and replace the filter. I bet after the first change the tranny feels much better.
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