Good for you for breastfeeding your child for 10 months. You have not only provided her with the best milk, but you have saved loads of money by not having to buy formula. If you want or need to stop, it is not being mean or selfish, it is just you doing what is best for you and your family.
If breastfeeding is making you miserable, then by all means, wean her. If you just don't want to nurse her at night, try to night wean her. Otherwise, instead of night nursing her, you will end up waking up to make bottles of formula.
Also, see if she will take formula. The taste is very different. I'm sure you know this already, but if you stop now, then you will need to give her formula until she is a year old.
Why not just breastfeed a couple more months and then transition to cow's milk after she turns 1 year?
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