I didn't go all the way my first time because I simply believes that sex is for lover and you can't fall in love with someone you just first met. Just my opinion. If you're okay with loosing your V-card in a threesome, I don't see a problem...just be careful.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.