What shoud I do?

Get your mind right and know want you want before your hurt someone's feelings. Appreciate the things you have before you lose it for gOOd!

Let me see if I get this right:-You said you wanted to finish everything...I assume the relationship. You then changed you mind..I assume again the relationshipIf I am right she might be angry or hurt and wants to think. If you wanted to end the relationship she might be wondering why.

She wants to come to terms with that even though you changed your mind. Changing your mind does not change the fact that you were finishing it. SMS her to tell her how you feel.......that is you are very sorry and you made a mistake, you were under stress and not thinking clearly.

Don't actually call her yet, wait a few days after sending her the message. She may get back to you. Send her some flowers or chocolate, or something meaningful.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.