What the hell?! That's cruel! :P just think about whats wrong.
Just relax and think about it.
Maybe your just getting frustrated. Try to get away from others and find a way to take your anger out.
You most likely have a chemical imbalance in your brain which you should seek medical help for medication to balance you out before you do something wrong these kinda things are comin in people who suffer from depression and bipolar disorder which is a mental disease which will never go away.
First off, you asked this in the computers and Internet section. How do you connect this, exactly? Anywho, this actually sounds pretty creepy.
Maybe you should find a hobby other than contemplating death and murder. Seriously, think about ponies or chocolate.
Beacon is usually to notify others via nothing that normal humans can read, I think in your frame of mind if you need to put a BEACON out you need to do it via AIRSPACE. Meaning you create a beacon that will catch airspace and relay it. I would suggest that you build a BEACON have you try ed this yet?
Bet not? Build one and then make your airwaves, which you will own, relay your feelings. Just remember feelings are hard to relay via air waves you need to Transfer to proper waves.
Good luck!
That was my way quick and dirty but you smell what I am stepping in! Be good and make it go right (your beacon, plum bob! ).
Take a day off and head to a calm place just forget everything. Easier said than done. But you can try it.
You wl feel grt after forgiving everybody.
Stop watching Dexter and then get some help!
Another NUT, only in america can this happen, too many guns and no brains. See you on the news.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.