You are attempting to relieve your inner stress and tension through masturbation. Your stress and tension must be very great if you are doing it THAT much. And obviously it is not working ... it is not reducing your stress or tension.
It is, instead, building it and you are spinning out of control. Get some therapy.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.