Why am I a stupid atheist?I believe in science, not God, but I'm a huge hypocrite because I can't disprove him?

I don't try to disprove his existence. I doubt its existence, along with all of the other gods of our history, and the burden of proof is on your ilk to show that he's there, otherwise I'll go right on doubting. I try to learn about the universe and disproving your deity never enters the equation, because it seems to be basically irrelevant.

What you construe as trying to disprove Zeus is merely me not respecting the sacred gap in knowledge where you say your deity sits. I just want to know what's really in the gap, and I'm not inclined to take your word for it. What would drive you to so dishonestly represent a position?

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.