Maybe you're a budding innovator on the verge of a great future discovery! Who knows, eh? Whatever it is, don't let it rule your life.
The world could always use another great scientist . As for your question,what causes you to like it so much,you like it your good at it,and you enjoy doing it. That's why you like it so much.
Many think it holds the secrets to the origins of life. Fact is, the supposed Miller experiments proved the importance of intelligence in forming amino acids from inorganic matter. Fact is, the assembly of amino acids into a DNA molecule show the importance of intelligence in filtering out all the dextrarotary ones.
You probably like it because you are good at it.
If you are a real person and this is a genuine statement, then you know why you like it. You'll need an advanced degree. And even then most chemists do not make a great deal of money.
Certainly not those with a BS. You'd end up an analytical chemist and that's cookbook chemistry.
It could be, as Daniel intimates; the fulfillment of a sub-conscience desire for a benevolent God. Many people are awed by the order of the periodic table and the small range of forces 'accidentally' happening for reconstituteble molecular bonding to occur. But, no.It's probably because you were just good at it.
Whatever the reason; You get fullfilment from it now and can make a lot of money from it in the future, so ride it.
I so obsessed with chemistry because (without quotes):.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.