You're kidding yourself if you think you'll avoid drama by losing your virginity to an older woman. Unless she's some kind of social worker who wants to coach you through those first horrible performances without concern for her own orgasm, she's likely to be more unstable than the girls you go to school with. Normal adult woman aren't attracted to guys who don't know what to do in bed.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.