You got your own questions deleted by violating one or more of the TOS. But, the fact you want to blame someone else for your own inadequacies goes to prove a god doesn't exist. However, that your questions about god were deleted leans towards there being a god.
Just not sure which one.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.