It is really scary, I know, I was also battling that time of my life with sin and music and swearing, I still am. But if you come to God, bow before him once in a while (this becomes quite often if you remember the movie vividly) and pray... "Father God, I know that I am a sinner, you know that I want to be with you, I ask that you forgive my sins and wash me clean, I want to come clean, thank you for your son who dies on the cross for me that I may not ever go to hell but have ETERNAL LIFE WITH YOU! Thank you God, Amen!
Practice this often, put up a poster on the wall to remind you to do this when you feel scared You don't need to give up "sinning" we are all born with a sinful nature, and Christians are not perfect but rather saved. Finally your spirit will know that you are saved from hell, when you finally (this may be never but keep going) feel at peace, will know that you were saved from the moment you said "Father God" Please contact me for more info [email protected] I am your friend and want to help you.
It is plainly declared in the New Testament that "these things are written so that you can know that you are saved." All of the things found in the written accounts of the apostles and disciples are to provide us with the sure knowledge that we are saved and that we do have God's Holy Spirit living within us. You accept the name of Jesus as being the only name by which you can be redeemed from all of your sins and you will enter into the kingdom of heaven.
None will be turned away. Your life today will begin to change from within your heart and end up manifesting itself in a changed life full of new behaviors to replace the old behaviors.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.