I love God and I have been Apostolic my whole life. I wear dresses and long hair because I want to do whatever I can to please God. Whether I have to do these things or not, I still do because God is number one.
If you are putting him first, you will not question why we do these things. We shouldn't be so selfish and put ourselves first. Even if these things are not necessary (which I do believe they are) you should still do these things just to make sure that you will make it in the rapture.
I would rather do extra and make it, than do the minimum and no make it. More.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.