You say you're 'pretty happy.' You say that now but wait until you're older and mature. Who chooses to live by the skin of your teeth? Don't know if you are male or female but if you're male no real woman will stay with you and real men want a woman who brings something to the table.
Grow up or you'll end up borrowing money from family and friends. That's not fun at all.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.