You choose your life. From the second we are born and all the way through it. We choose experiences to help us define who we are and to be the greatest version of ourselves.
You have experienced much so far and I empathise with you. Your soul is now ready to experience another version of existence. Your thought has now given you this opportunity.
You are powerful and gr8. Through your life and hardships I am sure you always wanted something better for you and your mum? You said it yourself 'always wanted a girl like her' and now she is by your side!
You have created the next chapter. Here is your proof. Thoughts create experience.
Choose now to accept it and thrive in love and happiness and take your mum on the same journey. Do not try to be disappointed but embrace and love it and your girl. Do not think of what you don't want but of that which you will have and do have.
Visualise your perfect life and self and live it. You have already begun. This is your time.
Good luck.
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