It's an extremely unreliable method of suicide. You'll just end up twice more miserable if you try this.
I wouldn't OD in the first place,dying sucks. Its like being a asleep but not as relaxing. Also your parents would be mad,and your friends would be pissed too.
Also ODing is pretty painful.It feels like getting kicked in the balls,or giving birth. And when you die,the last feeling you had before you die sticks with you forever.so don't OD kids.it sucks.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.