11bravo(infantry) what happens if I say I don't trust myself with a wepon(suicidal thoughts)?

You can go with a profile silly, you won;t be able to dawn your equipment however, or carry your weapon, but your TA-5- and weapon will go with you to the field. I knew a soldier who got hit by a weapon in the head and was still forced to go to the field with a head concusion because the whole unit could observe this soldier for the next 24 hours.