My own voice I tell myself to kill myself or cut myself and to do other things but, can't control?

Please go see someone who can help you..this is all psychological and if its not you need to figure it out.

Wow okay you are going through some pretty serious stuff right now, my best advice for you is to call 1-800-suicide. As I tell everyone it is a free line. They talk to you privately even for problems smaller than suicide.

If you're in need of help and can't pay a therapist this is your best bet. They won't track you down and find you if they think you're gonna kill yourself. They'll do whatever they can, even if that is coming down to get you (if you approve of it).

I hope you'll do okay in the future. Fight the voice and even if it's hard, tell your parents later. I think that's the best bet :) And trust me I don't like school either and my depression pills didn't work either but I got help after the 1-800-suicide call.

Give em a call and good luck dear.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.