You behaviors are OCD. SSRIs like Prozac do not affect your immune system, but they may have unpleasant side effects that make you feel sick. You may need to try several different SSRIs at various doses before you find one that works with minimal side effects.
Be patient and be self-aware. Also, there are support groups if you think that might help you.
Yes, sounds like text-book ocd. I believe klonpoin has been used successfully.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.