Do most straight females like to experiment with females nowdays?

Chill, you are possibly transgendered. I mean, you could also just be really butch but it depends on how you feel. Do some research so you're not so freaked out about it.

It's not as bad as you think. Maybe even join some online communities.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.