All my mom does is complain about My dad to me, but I like him and not her, so I kinda know where your coming from. I just think to myself that I'm lucky to have parents that lo e me and a place to live and that I'm healthy.
My heart goes out to you . You deserve a better life than what you have. You are NOT stupid/ You are NOT worthless/ I would sleep on the couch rather than sleep in their room.
Find a relative You could go live with. Believe in your own heart that you ARE a good person and are worth loving/ Don't let your parents destroy your life and future . Please find someone there to talk to that you trust.
What is happening is emotional abuse and you don't need that in your life. Just remember I care/ Good luck.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.