Do you give good advice? What kind of advice would you give me?

Its a good age to choose direction or ,as you are dissatisfied, to change direction. I notice you have familiar habits and that is what determines the pattern of your life. But its like turning a boat around, the change is not done sharply ,unless its to avoid some hazard.

As you clearly value your life and are concerned at not wasting it you cannot do better than putting it into better hands. The sense that you know you are accountable to God, as the Giver of your life gives you such a big advantage over many that have no such appreciation. You have most likely read the Psalm.

The Lord is my Shepherd. So maybe a thoughtful meditation on the words of that Psalm will lead you to asking Him to guide you and make you form new habits to completely alter the course of your life. It will almost certainly bring you into contact with others that you can relate to without stress.

Friends or neighbours that don't make demands but need you for what you are and for company. You must know that you are loved and that God longs to become a part of all that we are. Fears of calamity and even hell may haunt us but if you read Psalm 139 you will have no such fear because whatever your future ,for good or not so good God will not lose you.

He will be like He says in The last Book of The Bible. ( chapter 3: 20 ) All we have to do is open the door and let Him in and so to see new beginnings.

If you feel like you're wasting time, you probably are. Every second you spend drilling stressors further into your skull, you could be tackling them. Edit: You just need faith.

Whenever you feel tempted, pray. The Lord will guide you.

I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.