He hates you too and so do I and in the final days I hope He sends me to carry out the sentence that He will surely pass on you for your blasphemous rant. I'll put you to the sword if it is His will.
I don't think you're able to in that state. You see, repentance is not a mere "Oh, sorry God" it requires that you change your mind about sin being acceptable and strive to never do it again. The repentant thief does not steal or advocate stealing, he avoids situations in which he's tempted to steal at all costs and if he stumbles in the new life he has chosen, he makes no excuses and starts again.
You've said that you hate God and have no fear of Hell so I don't see you agreeing with God concerning sin any time soon. You think you're a-ok, sinless even. And that's your choice.
I can't make it for you. Did your family disown you?
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.