A man with healthy sane mind cannot even think of dying a natural death owing to the fact that it's not in human nature. Therefore, it's insanity more than anything else. From a psychological perspective, you have been a victim of depression ever since you were a little kid.
There's either a chemical imbalance in your brain or a hormonal disorder. Suicide is the most easiest option for those who find it hard to survive in life. It's not bravery at all.
Those who think it's courageous, have delusions of grandeur. As far as my experience goes, you really want to die and what it makes it so easy for you is none other than Satan which people don't believe because of scientific advancement. There's long way for science to discover these mysteries.
Start reading glorious Quran and start following Dr: Zakir Naik. You will end up finding all the answers of those questions that have been consciously and sub consciously on your mind. To know the answer of your question in detail, get in contact with me on Skype.
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I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.