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God is der with u... a lot of great people have gone through all these problems..definitely you can overcome this... jst hav faith in god. Nd see inspirational movies and hear songs that encourage u... you r living this life 4 a purpose nd remember you r giving out carbondioxide 4 plants to live...so you r useful. Dnt ever think 2 die..think of your family nd lot of people r der who r obese...nd still achieve a lot in life.
Try to help others...nd dat will surely do some good 2 u..good luck! Remember der r some people who really luv you nd really need your presence.. nd abt gf ...dnt think of them.. der will be a girl 4 u..dnt give up..this life is meant to live..so dnt get so tensed. Some people hav problems worse than you bt dey still to manage it.
Similarly you can also manage them....
First remember that you don't die, but your body dies, your soul is the one that is carrying the emotional baggage, so even if you try to escape it with death, it will still come with you in the next life. This is a well proven fact. You must have seen lil babies cry for no reason, well that is because they carry some emotional trouble with them from previous lives, and sometimes they cry coz the family of their past birth are crying for him, and this makes him more emotional.
So if suicide is the answer, then you are mistaken badly. We all have severe ups and downs in life, the ratio differs, look at those who are much deprived in life. You still have a family that loves you, good body parts to keep you alive on earth, degree to succeed in life.
For simple vague reasons to end life is definitely foolishness. Try a counsellers help, attend free brahmakumari raj yog meditation programme for a week at your nearest centre. You are making a mountain out of a mole hill.
Relax, this too shall pass. Do you want to die on earth, take 84 lakh births to get human form again? Is it worth it.
Give it a second thought. Lastly read the book " Finding your strength in difficult times by David Viscott" Its an amazing book. I wish you a happy life, don't waste it, or your soul will regret it and your family may never come to terms with it.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.