Move on hun. This guy sounds like a class A gerk. There is no use worrying about some guy who isn't right for you.
No man is worth your tears and the one who is won't make you cry. Dig into a pint of ben and jerry's and watch a good movie... or go out with the girlfriends and have a good time. Maybe even meet a new guy.
Someone who might actually be mr. right. Life is too short to worry about men you don't really love. ~Zosialife is short, eat cake.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.