Sounds like you're making excuses for being cheap. Hey... if God asks you to be generous, you know that's for YOUR own good, right? If you choose to be generous (as commanded) then you shouldn't care what's happening with the money you give.
It's all God's money, after all... he's just given it to you for safekeeping. Steal from God? Not a good idea.
Don't make Him angry. You wouldn't like Him when He's angry.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.