Smh... If you cheated once youll do it again. You need something new in you every now and then I get that. Just don't try and lie to yourself.
He knows youll do it agan.. no matter what you say. You cheated on him.
I cant really gove you an answer,but what I can give you is a way to a solution, that is you have to find the anglde that you relate to or peaks your interest. A good paper is one that people get drawn into because it reaches them ln some way.As for me WW11 to me, I think of the holocaust and the effect it had on the survivors, their families and those who stood by and did nothing until it was too late.