Sweetheart, take a moment to look at reality. I think you are feeling this way because you feel stuck and in your mind a baby is something new and fresh and full of love. The reality is that you are unlikely to be able to carry a baby to term if your health issues are so significant that you can't work.
You also don't have the money. Go online to research the cost of OB/GYN visits and a normal hospital delivery. I'm guessing you'd be looking at $20,000 easy without insurance.
Next, the man you love has serious issues. These are not his fault, but he needs to deal with those and heal. If he is unwilling or unable to get the therapy and medication he needs to be a functioning member or society, he isn't the right guy to pin your hopes on.
My suggestion would be that if you want a baby, do what you need to do to get yourself healthy and working, and in a strong place emotionally and encourage your love to do the same. When you are in a good place where you can be self-supporting, decide if your man is still the man for you.
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