I feel ya! There was this guy that I met online last year, and he made me feel so special and everything. He lives in Ohio like me, and in the area too!
So I thought it would be super cool to meet him and maybe take our relationship to the next level if we met! So I told him my idea, and he didn't get back to me on it for a while. He kept on saying that "It wasn't a good time." or "He was sick" and other bull **** like that.
So I finally got up the nerve to tell him how I felt, and he told me "I'm sorry, but I can't be with you because I'm already in a relationship!" Never did he ever say this! I was heartbroken for a while and I spent so much time talking to him, and thinking about him!
I know that this is a little different from your situation, but it's same basic principle. It's going to take a while to get used to not talking to her, but you should definitely get out A LOT and spend a lot of time with friends not playing video games. Good luck!
I hope you find happiness! And just remember; if it doesn't work out, it just wasn't meant to be. You've got time ahead of you to fall in love!
I'll pray for you though! Good luck again! Peace!
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